If I ever compose a jazz track, its name would be:

• Eight years
  
• Walking in the woods
  
• Frosty ice.. Teary eyes..
  
• The grass is not greener..
  
• Whistling winds..
  
• Red light and zebra

My writing is being obscure and talking vague..(when it was not!)

A couple of months ago, I downloaded few jazz tracks from last.fm. The Titles of them synchronized with me sooo damn well.. I found them a bit mystic, a lot vague..and everyone is free to interpret his/her own meaning because there are no words whatsoever..

Some mistakes are never forgiven..

The title is enough..

Java Link Love

My Java is in full Swing (pun intended). :P

I am learning core Java and advanced Java and planning to do SCJP (now OCJP).. So while searching for some dumps, I came across these links. The best resource for learning Java is Oracle's Java Tutorials. I downloaded it for offline reading. Some concepts like this keyword and details about Collections and Generics are important.

This awesome guy, Nitin has posted four pdf's dumps on his blog..

http://nitinforu.wordpress.com/2013/05/09/scjp-certification-dumps-free-download/

Another awesome guy, Abhilash Koneri has posted total 6 quizzes and their answers too. Also he has written some good stuff about practical implementation of Java code in FTP.

That is all for today.. Adios. :D

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So I am in this new city since last fortnight. I have 8 roommates but still I don't share my room with anyone because it is too small to fit two beds. I wash my clothes almost every day by hand. The only luxury is electric water geyser and a maid who comes every morning to clean the rooms.
I am alone and well, lonely too..
I have not made many new friends. Rather I haven't made friends at all.. Just acquaintances.. Because I want to take time to know people.. I am in no hurry..

Had you told me that I was here at this place four years ago, I would have not believed it.. Even now, I am feeling if I am in a dream..

I kind of have freedom but I have to do lots of work everyday.. I doze in tuition and sometimes sleep in the lab on my keyboard..

I want to get a part-time job.. My Parents do support me financially but I want to be independent.. Sometimes I feel that I want to do this because I want to break all ties with them..

Also I go to the temple almost everyday..

P. S. Boring post.. I know.. :P

Exposure is over-rated.. Hinting is sexy. {Thinking Aloud - 5}

The other day, I was talking to one of my roommates who always wears halter-neck bra. Now, I know that halter-neck bras are more common than anything in metro-cities but in my hometown, it's kinda rare. While talking she said, "You should try this once..". I said, "the strap that would come over neck would trouble me..as I have sensitive skin." She said, "Try kar ke to dekho. Sexy lagta hain.. What is your size? I'll get you one.."
Hmmmmmm...
Sexy lagta hain..!!!
Really..?? Yes.. It does look and feel sexy.. For both, the person wearing and the person who is looking. Let me analyze it..
You wear a bra means you have got boobs.. And by wearing halter neck bra in normal dress(not in halter neck dress or backless one), you shout, "Hey, I have it.." (No, I am not being some orthodox granny here.. It actually conveys this same thing. Trust me, I am a girl and I know how it would feel although I haven't worn one.. ) More guys would turn heads and obviously hover their sight over your chest.. What?? No?? You gotta be kidding me..

You don't actually show any part of your chest and yet still, you hint about it.. Isn't it so?
Exposure is over-rated, dear.. Hinting is sexy.. That is why side-boobs are rage there..

And now a slightly off-topic still related thing..
Few days back, I read about why women like to show off some (or big) part of their breast. There was a list of reasons. One of that was that some women simply think that breast are mammary gland and it is no different from hand or legs i.e. Just like another body part.. Nothing can be funnier that this. I mean okay.. So breastfeeding is just a baby drinking milk.. So would you breast-feed your baby in public??
What I want to say that everyone who shows off their breasts know inwardly (albeit subconsciously)
That its sexy.. It's attention-grabbing and attention is flattering...who doesn't like attention?? Everyone does. Just admit that it is for this.. When you feel sexy inwardly, it is clearly visible on your face. That is what they call "Sexy". (Remember Vidya Balan from The Dirty Picture. In one scene, her character is told to look hot and sexy. She fails a couple of times at first but then she remembers the sounds she heard while her landlady was sleeping with her husband. And she delivered a perfect shot.. Smokin' hot..!!)

P. S. I am in no way against women showing off breasts or wearing halter necks. Their breast, their business. But I do have my opinion/comment on it. It is written above.

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Okay..so i like this guy since say two and half to be accurate..and one day, this thought dawned to me that i am loyal to him.. Is that so?? Of course it is.. For some days after that, i was on cloud 9, that OMG, in this world of one-night-stands(not that they are bad/unethical/immoral but just not my type), i am honest with a guy for this long(!!!!!) time...

Later, my thought process took a different turn.. Was I alone part of this honesty/loyalty?? Or it was his lion's share in being someone to be totally honest with?? Seriously!!!! I wonder now and laugh at my stupid thoughts on it. For some part, I am/was honest which is something in-built in me..you call it sanskara or nature or whatever(Mind you, I am Gemini..the most flirtatious zodiac). But for a large part, its him. I did not get a chance to think about someone else..even if I did, it used to be like..no..no one can be like him.. And even now, when I am in this new city, its quiet big and I see numerous boys everyday, handsome/cute/intelligent/having good sense of humour...but well, I don't want to look at them..even glance...or I see them, and then forget about them..so far, it has been like this.. 

And now, I don't want to label it as like honesty/loyalty/commitment etc. I don't need it.. I know myself..good enough and I know him.. These labels are not useless..They do have some definite meaning but still words have some limitations.. At this point(perhaps it is too early to say so still), I think some things are beyond words..it is not really about the words any more or so I think... Connection is better word..for it..

Stay tuned till I realize new meanings of connection and read between it letters... :P