I terribly fear that my marriage would be a business deal..

I mean no..not like that..my parents are not business people..

But still they think of marriage as practical thing..just like education..no emo attached...

Like said below..

Until recently, Indian marriages had all the trappings of a business transaction involving two deal-making families, a hardboiled matchmaker and a vocal board of shareholders - concerned uncles and aunts. The couple was almost incidental to the deal. They just dressed and showed up for the wedding ceremony. And after that the onus was on them to adjust to the 1,001 relatives, get to know each other and make the marriage work.

—Lavina Melwani, ^[104]

I don't know what the heck my parents  think about this..neither I can talk to 'em about it as they might think that it is my approval to get married..

Yikes...

And even worse is I'll be going to some another home..

What the fuck!!!!!!!

I sincerely hate all these kind of things...

puppet show, sarees, makeup, jewels, diamonds, sherwanis, and pathetic rituals and customs...and not to mention dowry...

Living sucks..

How to install Chrome in OpenSUSE 11.4

Now this is something I think of achievement in itself..
Installing Google Chrome on OpenSuSe..
Here is how it goes..
Before downloading, see whether your processor is 32-bit or 64-bit..
Open terminal and enter

linux-3y8t:~ # uname -i

If you get output as i386, download the 32-bit version, otherwise 64-bit version.

After completing the download, in the terminal, go to the directory where the repo is downloaded and enter

linux-3y8t:~/Downloads # rpm -ivh google-chrome-stable_current_i386.rpm

If after entering this command, you come across error message like this,


warning: google-chrome-stable_current_i386.rpm: Header V4 DSA/SHA1 Signature, key ID 7fac5991: NOKEY
error: Failed dependencies:
        lsb >= 4.0 is needed by google-chrome-stable-25.0.1364.172-187217.i386

Enter

linux-3y8t:~/Downloads # zypper install lsb

This command will install the lsb package required.
Having done that, enter this command again


linux-3y8t:~/Downloads # rpm -ivh google-chrome-stable_current_i386.rpm 

It'll show you output like this:

warning: google-chrome-stable_current_i386.rpm: Header V4 DSA/SHA1 Signature, key ID 7fac5991: NOKEY

Preparing...                ########################################### [100%]

   1:google-chrome-stable   ########################################### [100%]

Starting service at daemon                                            done

Now enter the following commands one by one if you want to be able to watch Youtube videos in Chrome

linux-3y8t:~/Downloads # mkdir /opt/google/chrome/plugins

linux-3y8t:~ # ln -s /usr/lib6/browser-plugins/* /opt/google/chrome/plugins/

To run Google Chrome, enter:

linux-3y8t:~ # google-chrome &

If you are logged in as root, then you'll get error message:

linux-3y8t:~ # [5993:5993:0317/223156:ERROR:chrome_browser_main_extra_parts_gtk.cc(51)] Startup refusing to run as root.

google-chrome &

[2] 6030

[1]   Exit 1                  google-chrome

For that, do the following:

linux-3y8t:~ # vim /usr/bin/google-chrome

Enter --user-data-dir in the last line like shown in the image below.

Now go to Application Launcher>>Internet>>Web Browser and you'll see short-cut for Google Chrome there. If you want to run using terminal command, enter aforementioned

linux-3y8t:~ # google-chrome &

and you are done!! :D

After installing Google Chrome, i added my favourite Web Apps from Chrome Web Store..and now i feel at home on Linux. :P

:D
Adios!!

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गौरी च्या कथेमध्ये कशी कुणास ठावूक..पण मला मीच सापडून जाते..
नमू खूपशी माझ्यासारखी आहे..(का मी तिच्यासारखी आहे)..बाकी इतर गोष्टी वेगळ्या असोत..पण एक माणूस म्हणून किंवा एक बाईपण म्हणून ही मला नमू जवळची वाटते..
तिची कथा वाचताना मला कसा कुणास ठावून माझ्यातला साधेपणा परत सापडत गेला...
आणि तिचा विलक्षण निरागसपणा अगदी जवळचा वाटला..
तिचं बुजर्या स्वभावात मला मीच दिसले..
(हे लिखाण गौरीच्या कथेबद्दल नाहीच.. तिच्या पात्रांबद्दल ही नाही..
माझ्याबद्दल आहे.. गौरी वाचताना मला नव्याने जाणवलेल्या माझ्याबद्दल..)
तिच्या गोष्टींमधलं  प्रेम हि मोठ विलक्षण असत..
अगदी खोल खोल जाणार्या, अथांग डोहासारख..अयोनियानासारख..
गूढ..हिरवं-निळ..तरीही नितळ पाण्यासारखं!!!
शब्दही सुंदर..नेमके आणि नेटके..
कुठेही मखमलीपणा नाही..अघळ-पघळ नाही..
तरीही वाचत राहावं आणि डोळ्यांनाच नव्हे तर हृदयालाही भिडून जाव अस लिहिण...

कालिंदी बद्दल परत कधीतरी!!

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 I have loved my each best friend..a lot..like we all do..right since schooldays..to this engineering..
Each of them is special..and frankly speaking I did not just loved 'em all but also fallen in love with them...adored them..

May be my love was not enough or perhaps because I did not keep in touch..as time passed..they forgot me..and so did I..
We did not exactly shared our interests or hobbies or even opinions..
Dunno exactly what struck the chord..
I am not going to analyze it...as  I have moved on with my life...
Its not that I got only happiness and no tears..
I have cried for each of them...and loved them even more than me myself...
And I have parted ways with all of them....
The purpose of writing all this is...
Well, some time back, same happened with one more friend...
and I kinda decided and concluded hastily that I will not make friends..again...no close relationships..and blah...and all this at the age of 20....
Sounds horrible...isn't it?
Hmmmm...
But today...I read something that was missing in my life...
Gauri Deshpande...

 
She is the person who makes me to see beyond my fears and pain..and tears...
So i decided yet again...
I am going to make friends...and fall for each of them...
and even if broken...I will keep loving with the pieces....

Like Gulzar said rightly,

कुछ मेरे यार थे रहते थे मेरे साथ हमेशा
कोई साथ आया था,उन्हें ले गया,फिर नहीं लौटे

शेल्फ़ से निकली किताबों की जगह ख़ाली पड़ी है!

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I have liked I hate Luv Storys for many reasons..
One of them is songs..
I got mp3 of all of them but never dared to listen Bin Tere..
I thought i would burst into tears..
But finally the other day i listened to it...on the quiet, dark summer night...while staring at my PC screen..aimlessly....
Thinking I would cry now..ok next line...ok..now tears will roll down...
But no...
None of it happened...
Why...
Have I lost all my emotions...??

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no god in heaven can cure my pain..

there's no book which can give me answers..

no hanky can wipe my tears..

no human can understand my sorrow..

no shea butter can make my dry lips soft..

no rose water can comfort my tired eyes...

no words can express what i feel..

i might cry till the end of world..

and when angels will ask me about my life...

i'll say...i was rude and inconsiderate with people in my life...

and i have got my punishment on the earth itself..

please let me sleep in my tomb...and let my soul breath..

let me close my eyes...and let that breeze whisper in the ears of my beloved...

i have loved you till my last breath....and i'll love you in hell or heaven....