No..not suicide..
I wanna see what flows through my veins..
And what happens to ME (not my body but ME) if I cut a couple of them..
I might see my pains outside of me..or I might feel them till the depth if my heart..
I want to see whether I scream out loud or I sit quietly staring at the bloody knife..
And last but not the least, I want to see if someone understands that I am a human with heart and blood and not an obedient robot..
